They Love Me They Love Me Not

Trying on my father shoe

2009-10-06T09:59:00.000-07:00

I am fortunate and heavily blessed to have had a father like mine he was always there for me through everything he took me anywhere i wanted as long as it was cheap lol. I could never thank him enough. Now its my turn and its not as easy . But I am not complaining lil story if you care read so the boy is teething yeah this boy is puting anything and everything he sees in sight in his mouth like for example my glasses he snatches right off my face when ever he gets a chance. He is a greetly lil something too lol just last week i was trying to feed small bites of his biscuit yes folks they make baby biscuits that sounds so doggish to me but any how like i was saying so im feeding the boy his num num lol and he wants to put the whole thing in his mouth i pull it out after connie gets done telling me You need to take parenting classes (yeah ok Miss dont you think it'd be nice for you and i to sighn up for parenting classes) ok so he begins to scream saying give me that now lol im thinking wow Connie this your child lol. He is going to be a lil heartbreaker because this boys attracts more attention from then i did his mannerism are still being worked he is a busy boy so wen ever he sees a woman he likes he'll smile then look at her good guys lol dont know where got that from. He is getting into this give me my food stage with the bottle he snatches the dag on bottle out of my hand all the time. These are tough shoes to wear not knowing a clue what to do lol have time for the most part you with the flow. It wont be easy and it wont be hard just as long as i keep in mind all the things my dad taught which were disaplint respect and mannerism.

I cant seem to understand

2009-09-21T13:18:00.001-07:00

So this is an arguement that my gf and i just cant seem to having with list of other things we cant stop arguing about jk love ya ok to my fellas how would you feel about a woman not wanting to take your last name to me that is the ultimate bug to me so fellas help me come out here man how do you tell your woman that hey im not doing this Johnson- such an such lol.

Not everyone is going to .... Um like it Tony

2009-07-14T15:59:00.001-07:00

You ever felt you are at a constant battle with the with world's oppion about your life lol well I'm Tony Johnson Jr. and here is my story . I have to really get this off my chest since dating Connie things have peachy rosy lil bump in the road nothing personal between she and I in fact I really like Connie I do but there are alot of spectators if you will well aka haters that dont totally agree with our romance...... What else is new lol... It has always been a wonder to me why people smile then frown when you turn around . Connie is a mother a great mother i should say. With her dating me or me dating her all of the sudden becomes crazy taboo to people. Sadly to admit is that I actually almost gave in to the nay sayers and doubters corny line but to the creator of the Color Purple you can't sew me because this blog is non profit suckaaa but "All my life I had to fight" lol i did and i always gave in to what they said and made some baaaaaaad decsions because it Connie in due time I will share lol . But Connie is different I believe in her and I granted its only ..... been um... a month ... lol but joking aside I remember telling her how I felt that I was just a burden in her and I really felt that way because what people thought of her and I . But then I heard this song well Connie heard Anthony Hamilton no what the people say im going to love you anyway and a light went people in life are two things in my perspective haters and joyers . Haters are the ones that like to hear your doing good but better then them lol story of my life. Joyers thats a word I actually made that I should probally um get uh what do you call it Trade.....MMMarked... Ah! yes TM lol thanks Jesus but yeah those are the ones that are for what ever you do in life which in my relationship case not to many lol . But yeah thats the way life is your either hated or loved .

Dear Mike

2009-06-28T12:22:00.000-07:00

A fallen ICON

2009-06-28T12:04:00.000-07:00

June 25th 2009 my best friend and I were at the gas station pumping our gas listening to the radio we found it odd that Michael was being blasted so much I thought maybe because of his new tour . Then as Troy and approached the parking lot of the comic book store the news said that Michael Jackson dead at the age of 50........ I broke down and so did Troy Im not ashamed to say that i did. This man was our Elvis this man was our entertainment nobody nobody could do it like Mike nobody... I have to get some things off my chest about this give the lost I found it odd that radio's TV station began to pay homage to the King Of Pop why does someone have to die for them to be of importance . Michael had his share of media and tabloids literally chewing and spitting him out. Out of bit of rage i had at the time i blame his death on that . My sister had to reassure me about his poor health not going to lie it is a sad truth. I havent cried over a celeberty since Aaliyah died and that then too was a major blow.

I am a boyfriend again!!!!

2009-06-19T17:11:00.000-07:00

Never thought in a million years Id hear myself say that again wait wait i mean type any ways. Its crazy you know good crazy not bad i never took time to say hey ill be with someone soon lol the thought of going back out there and dating was scary i never been one to give myself any kind of hype well real hype lol i always looked at myself as a guy who is to short no slang talk no rough edge not much of a bad boy life style which all of those things i thought...... Oh yes and a preschool daycare teacher which has always been a constant worry for me when ever i would've met somebody lol so what do you do for a living?..... Um..... I am a preschool teacher ...... Oh how nice what school ?.... Daycare............................................ You see what i mean . But that was really back then and now i love that word now lol because i got the sweetest woman i call her name Connie i call her sweetheart literally it sounds corny but she always been a sweet person and she has always had a beautiful heart so with that being said thats how she got her name she calls her chocolate milk dud and honey bunches of oats still a wonder in my mind my guess is that she couldnt think of anything else to call me sorry sweetheart . It had always been a true question in my mind of my reason for being with her when ever someone would ask it seemed as if I couldnt come with anything better then she is sweet girl with a beautiful heart laaaaaaaaaaaame lol so i wrote her name in my book like a web if you will and i came up with some simple a beautiful day where her smile is my sun and her beauty is my breeze and the soft ground is her touch . I finally found happiness and im glad this i let i let it find me. Thank you sweetheart

Never Knew It Would Happen Again

2009-06-19T17:00:00.000-07:00

First let me start off with hi how goes it ? It sure has been awhile well o make month story short I partied only once lost 6 pounds and got another invitation out of my folks house lol nothing bad well the whole being 22 living with the folks can be a bother sometimes but you role with the punches. There is alot to say since i have been on here 1. i no longer get message on my facebook other than the unwanted invatations from parties that i dont really have no need to really to go to you know. Another thing that drives me crazy is how everyone hold one min this is no sign of hating juice its just a bother to me and that being facebook thoughts or the question what are ou doing right now to me i think ppl take that out of context i know this one person who feels needs to share every min hold sec min, hour, and day that goes on in there lives sometimes i just what to get on there and just be like shut uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuup lol its madening man .

Is Sex A Disapointment?

2009-05-02T05:21:00.000-07:00

Ok i know you guys like what side of the earth did you fall off Tony lol don't get me wrong I love sex I mean who doesn't right ? But wouldn't you say it can be disapointing when that is the first thing that happens in a relationship? Ok secenario your out here looking for a real relationship ok not a sexually driven relationship but a simple I love her he loves me kind of thing . You have been in relationships in the past that sex seem to happen to quick and it threw you off your horse would it disappoint you that the next man or woman you met you start off great start a relationship and in about a month into the relationship your waking up in bed next to your signifagent other with hand over your shaking your head like not this again. Well I will tell you what I think though I see nothing with geting on but its when you do it I mean lets behonest here there is this thing called maturity both have to be mature about what it is you all doing.

No lie if that is what you give any body in the begining thats what they are going to percieve the relationship as . Has this happen to me yeah and I will tell another thing that happens alot .

Wrong Message
Ladies if you send a guy your talking to a picture of your body or you in
some GREAT SCOTT!!! clothing within week or a month then your letting home boy know
its ok to flow. I know there will be a thats not true Tony about to accure so let me finish lol.

It is all how you present yourself I could go into what messages a man can send that is all he wants but ladies lets behonest here you have a 6th sense about that stuff.

You miss me !!!!

2009-04-25T15:03:00.000-07:00

It has been awhile hasn't it ? No I have not been on vacation I took some time to get my priorities in order wasn't as hard as I felt it would be I got a ticket for my dead tag car lol in the process but its all good well not really I'd love to have the opportunity to slap that officer in the faaaacccccceeee. You know i learned something its not hard to achieve anything in life you have want to apply yourself to everything you do life isn't easy unless you make it.

The Days I use to love you?

2009-04-17T08:32:00.000-07:00

Ex boyfriends and Ex girlfriends some hold us back
some we let go but through all of that it is up to us yes?

There are many times in which they can't let go and that sucks
first you say nicely no!!!! then you say again no!!!! then again you say look foreal
ummmmm noooo!!!!!

But then there are some that we can let go but we choose not to
why? Do we think they might change? Maybe but who do they change for
themselfs or you? Or is it love? And this true about men and women
sometimes we can be grimey and keep them along for entertainment
or we can keep them along to sooth our ego or to show we have it like that.
I kid you not that happens to some if not many.

Its a sad case when you know that your feelings are no longer there and that person is desperatly in love with you. If you have one of those "BUGA POMP" you know the ones that call the cell 16 times saying "Yo baby I'm sorry" and for unlawful reason can't catch clue if it was a disease that your not into them anymore.

Or maybe lady that puts on my acts then a show at the APOLLO
about why you aren't together

People these are called "NEEDERS" they didn't want you
they needed you and thats a problem.

Another problem is that you keep going fishing in the same old pond
don't hate metaphor as corny and as cliche` as it may sound. If they can't change and you know he or her aren't trying. Then let them think for themselfs .

It pains us all to see them in the shape they are in and you might feel a bit responsible. But it is
for the best.

Oh Oh Love Stop Making a Idiot Out of Me!!!!

2009-04-17T08:12:00.000-07:00

You ever been in a sticky "EX" situation? You don't know what an ''EX'' situation is? Ha Ha let me tell its simple when you and significant other are no longer together there is that time you have where you don't see each for a fairly long time until you see them out of the blue how do you react :

A. Go on about your way but say hi

B. Ask he or her out to dinner

C. Act as if they are not there

If you picked "A" good job that means that person was not a need
in your life more so a want

If picked "B" wrong well second thought it can be wrong or right
lets start the WRONG first pending on two things how you feel about the person
if your feelings are still there and theirs are not , not really a terrific look
second if you all did not end well not good combo there my friend
Here is the RIGHT .
There is no law in this world that says you can't take them out however be smart
and mature about your decision.

Do's And Don'ts When Talking To A Lady

2009-04-15T09:02:00.000-07:00

Everyday guys we suffer from what I like to call "WACK GAME" hear me out please I mean this with all sincerity I have seen this WACK GAME from guys from Yo Mama or whats good ma. Dude foreal how many Mama's do you need in life. So here some Do's Don'ts when talking to a lady.

DON'TS

Don't ever in your life make an attempt to use pick up lines my god
I believe women have them known all to well

Don't start off a conversation being the jerk you might not be one but
you are not giving any good tell tell signs of your character
of you truly are. And trust me women find that very immature

Don't over sell yourself
If your sentence begins with I and ends with Me she won't
like you . Don't get me wrong you got have confidence but let
don't let that kill you too.

Don't sugar coat about your job
If your a Man Secretary and making money doing it
by all means do you pimpin. But don't sit there and say what
you want to do lol .

Don't over express your opinion about her topic of choice
I will admit that has been a fault of mine lol .
If a woman tells you that she thinks football is overrated.
It is been said before it is best to agree then to disagree.

Don't come at a girl without these things
Job
Car
Good Head on shoulders
Goal
Swag
Style
Most importantly personality.

DO'S:

Do be yourself my god if you know your not Usher nor LL or not
even remotely close try being you for 600 Alex

Do be a gentlemen at all times
I have to say some women unfortunately don't know this because they have not been shown
the ways of the Jedi.
Open doors , Say Hi and Bye, Stand when ever a she comes in the room, Give a compliment about hair even help with her chair treat her like a lady.

Do be honest
Tell the truth about yourself why you are talking to her
Don't Mili Vanili the girl ok .

Approach the girl with hello
Women hate :
Hey Ma (Even tho that was a mega hit in 2000 something)
Yo whats really good
they don't know whats good you could be talking about the sky all they know(not bashing you ladies)
Yo come here
you come there shoot she ain't Scooby
You know a simple hello how are you doing goes
a long way .

Ask her what she does
Its ok to ask about them just don't grill'em
Know that she must posses great qualities as well

Thank her
Corny maybe but she just gave 30 seconds to hours of her time
It shows good character and it also shows your taking to heart that
she is not into you lol.

VA DMV'S WILL BE A FINAL RESTING POINT

2009-04-15T08:41:00.000-07:00

The DMV it is the be all and end all of all cars here in VA sad to say they are well in my opinion are end all . From the long lines to the nasty asssociates (yeah I know extra "S" there but that's how I feel) to the 3 hour waits. We hate it . Like today I tried for the first time sad to say to get my now dead and still here tags on my car. I kindly stood in line thinking hey got just got paid i can knock this out be on my way home until I saw coke bottle glasses wonder behind the desk ........."DAMN" I thought let me tell you something ever since I was 16 this lady has been giving me so much agony i got arthritis in my eyes just looking at them big old glasses. So i "Pleaded my case" about my dead and still here tags . I gave her some cheap story you could buy at your nearest Walmart about have not driven the vehicle in a year do to "Maintenance issues" and the lady must've thought I was deaf or capable of not hearing when shouted out loud "WE GAVE YOU THIS LAST YEAR" It took god and my grandmother god rest her soul to not knock where she stood now I know that's not nice and I know "Tony why haven't you taken care of it?" I just haven't plain and simple . LoL but anyways of course she would give me a number that would not be called for another 3 hours so I walked out. Until next time uh hm tomorrow lol i will take care of this. But like i said DMV is a final resting place they ask everything from License of course heck they even ask this couple for their marriage license sick world we live in I tell you.

If i ever get rich so stinking crazy rich so rich when I go to use the bathroom I crap quarters Iam going to buy that DMV and the first thing I do Iam going to is ugh man just man I don't know what to say lol Iam just blowing hot air right now.

My Ways

2009-04-15T08:21:00.000-07:00

Somebody once told me "You Know Tony where you are life might as well brake open a safe and pull a gun out and shoot yourself in the face... Wicked hit at my already low self-esteem lol . I can put that on my list of "The Worst Put Downs" I heard in life. Maybe that person was right well not about the whole gun thing I dont think the good lord has called my cell phone yet. I'm 22 years old key word old iam getting older. Some say Iam an over achiever i believe but growing up I never really heard to much encouragement now i didnt live in the slums of DC or slept in alleys eating porking beans(which are very nasty by the way). I had mom and dad who did their best for my sister and I . Who am I kidding Ive pretty much pist everything away except my dreams of being a WWE Wrestler or Radio Host lol those are only dreams . I need to make a dramatic change in life desperatratly. I cant stand being a bum on a illegal hitch hiker street buming a ride. Life Is So Great..... I think? lol Its funny when people tell you things that they think wow this might light a fire under Tony's butt . Yeah i fart on fires lol I had to say that. Iam keeping my ways because my ways keep me going. Do I sometimes fall off the band wagon yeah sometimes more then none but none the less I know what has to happen to make dreams reality. I know my purpose in life and that is entertain you all the people I cant think of any other job Iam good at besides my dreams I couldn't see myself in a cubacle no diss to my cubecal nation out there but yeah thats not me . Laughs and smiles fuel my spirit corny and cliche` i know but thats the way My Ways is.

Ladies Cry In The Dark

2009-04-14T09:03:00.000-07:00

If your a Tony head lol and you have read my blog I had posted on Myspace you would know what subject Iam getting into next.... As you all are aware of the media talking about the Chris Brown and Rhianna situation . Because of that one situation which I feel is a VERY BIG situation it brought light Young Domestic Abuse against women. Its out there folks and it is a subject more so hits the young community everyday. The Justice Department has estimated 90% of young women deal with this violence everyday and the sad part of it all is that 1 in 3 people know of someone that is in the same situation. Those are all facts. Now here comes Tony uh hm. This subject is something I feel so sadden about specially that it being done to women younger or older perhaps the same as I. It is a shame for any woman to come out of the dark and dry the tears and get help Iam working on developing an organization to help those women who are fighting this struggle. I believe a mans number one problem is their insecurities is a leading cause to alot of abuse,and jealousy is another one. Those are two important ones .

STRENGTH
Ladies it is strength is so important to have within yourself
there is no such thing as I can't because you can. You owe a man two
things your love and support nothing else. If you allow him to have anything
else in your life other than those two things, such as your choice of friends family job . You have lost the battle. And your strength will stop like a heart attack.

DON'T LET HIM DO THIS TO YOU:

We live in a democracy so there is no reason why
Joey Aint nothing should not be answering your phone or dictating who you are talking to.

Your reasons in life a.k.a. FRIENDS AND FAMILY
Do you let Johnny Aint great pick your life?
I'll take no for 600 Alex ladies and fellas too (just for this input only sorry guys)
The fact is known that friends and family alike were there before and will be there after
He is not FIDEL CASTRO he can not tell you it is time to go.

LIFE IS NOT OWNED BY THE MAN

When I say the man Iam not talking about THE WHITE man Obama is in house so that
saying no longer exist .
Ladies no one in life can ever put a claim on you
You are not owned for Pete sake so get tattoo off your chest please
Unless Joey Aint tough is Christ the lord and can make water in to wine or
a cake into a shake don't let it happen to you.

KNOW WHO YOU ARE

This is self esteem talk so wake your self esteem up because if its asleep
that's open season for a Joey Has Nothing to lay his head down.

DON'T LET HIM BRAKE YOU
Ladies this goes with what i spoke about with strength
You can't let this happen if a you are on a 200
Johnny Hope has to be on a 200 too . Foundation is key to have with yourself
and him.

Hopefully you follow my keys they were funny I know but they are the god honest truth . Speaking of god ladies in the that abusive struggle he has not forgotten about you . Get help pray
it works because if it didn't well I wouldn't be making this blog which is wicked cool by the way (Thank You Lord) lol I got you laughing now but prayer is serious and through you will find will and strength to get help . This my vision and that is to reach out to those who need help ladies all races and backgrounds and religion. God knows the fight . This a number to call and to be dead honest with they don't even know my name nor know of my reason for doing all of this (funny right) (Shaking my head ) Anyways if you are in this struggle or if you know someone who is call this number 1800-799-SAFE (7233). And before I go like i stated before Iam trying to start an organization for this cause it is called W.D.H.A. (WOMEN DON'T HURT ANYMORE)

Stay True stay you

God's Greates gift .... A woman

2009-04-14T08:49:00.000-07:00

I think well i believe at one time we as men would put women on a pedestal . We would open doors treat them with the up most respect help her with her light a cigarette if she would smoke (OK OK I know lyrics Treat Her Like A Lady Song) but past that what happen now a days we forget the importance of the well being. Every man knows the greatest gift that god made was two things and this just me life and a woman plain and simple yeah sure birds and bees and blah blah but no seriously that was a gift and now a days it seems that some women are losing there shine do to our behavior. In life we always been told to be a gentlemen its not corny its not weird its actually what some women now days only ask for . So please take out well heck time should not be of importance everyday be thankful for all the women in your life whether they are SISTERS,COUSINS,AUNTS,IN-LAWS,GRANDMOTHERS,STEP-MOTHERS,AND EVEN MOTHERS. Respect for all things in a woman should never ever go un looked . The greatest gift in this world ..... A woman

Good Bye Grandma Sept. 21, 1909 - Apr. 2, 2009

2009-04-14T08:32:00.000-07:00

You started your day with a cup of coffee plain I might add and the Washington Post
You put your paper down when ever I would wake up you lean over chair and ask ...... "How's Grandma's boy!" I would reply "I'm good grandma I'm hungry". You were never mad at me for all the times I would jump off every piece of furniture you had in your house you would just say to yourself well I know what he is going to be when he grows... A wrestler. We would share joy never sadness we share positives never negatives we would share thoughts never setbacks you loved us all. However I heard you put in an application for heaven and I also found out you were hired . But the shame of it all was that you never put in your two weeks notice here. The shined bright the next morning I guess that was a sign that you had made it . I miss you so much grandma I love you today tomorrow and forever.

Your Grand boy(LiL Tony)

I Finally Got It 4/14/2009

2009-04-14T08:15:00.000-07:00

Who in the world would've thunk it.. Tony Johnson Jr. my own blog happily in titled THEY LOVE ME THEY LOVE NOT the title fits well with my life trust me Iam loved one day and hated the next . In this blog I'll share my trials, ups, down, around, left, and right basically in a nut shell ... My life! Woo. This is not your daily gossip blog that stuff aint happening. On this blog I state my opinion on cetain topics so please down the guns and blades. This blog may impower you, entertain you, upset you, sadden you, and for the cub worker / office nation this is a great way to past the time I will write alot trust me . And if you ever want to drop I don't say like a note um maybe a letter e-mail prehaps? No pressure at all just feel free to email me and oh yeah e-mail is on the top so don't play dumb. But besides that enjoy .